enough already~

jan. 8

i have calmed myself down

a bit more at ease than i was yesterday

sometimes i just want to throw my hands up

scream

Enough Already

i know

this is not going to be a gracefully sweet little post

Sorry

remember our car a few weeks ago

the one that someone decided to come and smash the window

and help themselves to the radio and a few other parts???

well my dear friends

THOSE LITTLE monsters CAME BACK

yesterday morning my husband pulled his car out of the garage

put it in park

then proceeded to get back out to kiss me goodbye

he happened to turn his head toward our other car

and words came flying from his mouth

me: as i am in the garage and

can't see what is the cause of such emotions

"What happened"

him: "they !*^$*@^ stripped our car"

if you are unfamiliar with

"Stripped"

well it means they take your car parts

they had a field day

under the hood and in the inside

REALLY

on monday

he had just spent a couple hundred dollars

 fixing the radiator spark plugs ect

AND THEY JUST CAME

AND TOOK ALL OF THE NEW PARTS

along with many others

so the good part of my day was

calling the police

waiting for an officer to arrive

{mind you...they normally do not even come out now

unless you have more than 1500 dollars or more

in value that was taken or destoyed}

and i do get it...they have gone through two rounds of officer cuts due to budgets

and there are far worse crimes happening than our measly little car be broken into

but what happens next...when you can no longer rely on justice being served???

people will continue to get away with their pety crimes

and nothing will happen...so whats going to ever stop them???

anyways and then a call to our insurance company

and from that point

my spunk was gone

but then

My Day Got Even Better!!!

i have not being feeling well for the past few months

long story

we were starting to wonder if maybe it was my thyroid

{i was actually hoping as it would be quite an easy fix}

wednesday i went to vist my doctor

he asked me what was going on

i tell him my woes

and he looks at me and says

"you canceled your ercp"

don't know if you remember way back in july i was suppose to go in for

an ercp...one that a doctor canceled because i was to high of a risk

and he referred me to a specialist

well my husband asked ever so kindly

that i try going gluten free

to see if it makes any difference

i did and i was feeling better

i do not suffer from any of the stomach issues i was having prior

except for when i am naughty and simply can't resist having me a bit of flour in my day

then i suffer greatly

well for the last few months

i have been trying to convince myself

that i am feeling great

not so much

as the days have continued on

so are the symptoms

and they are getting worse

long story cut short

doctor looks me in the eye

and tells me it is not my thyroid

he will draw blood for it to check

but i need to go back in

 for another endoscopy

 if that comes back normal

the ercp will need to be scheduled

i just kept my thoughts up

thinking well maybe he could be wrong

yesterday afternoon...my thyroid is fine

{which mind you is very good news and i am not wishing to be ill

but it would have been a nice easy solution

instead of starting back over

being poked and prodded and possibly having to face the other procedure

a procedure that could send me into having pancreatitis

this is something that really bothers me}

endoscopy scheduled for friday

and i really hope with all that i have in me

that this will be the last step

that he will go in and see what he is looking for

so i really am trying to keep my chin up

but sometimes its just plain hard

my lack of not feeling well

especially as of late

has kept me from visiting all of you as i normally do

and that i do apologize for

anyways sorry for the rambling of muck

i wish for you all

to have a wonderful weekend ahead