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if i could use one word to describe my life SERENDIPITY seems to fit the space... i stumbled upon my husband during a time i shouldn't have and my story goes on from there... constantly falling or stumbling upon remarkable gifts and people who bring fortune to our lives... when we fall we learn and strive toward the next step.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

bright imbolc blessings to thee~




change will come soon...






arthur rackham...twilight dreams


dark is slowing fading
though the snow and rain may still be falling
fires will continue to burn
flickering...lighting our homes all aglow

the trees remain bare
the flowers still hiding
 beneath the comfort of their grounds
there are few birds to hear singing
animals to watch in their scurry

they are all waiting
we are all waiting

yet there is a  sense hope
that will forever be

we are brinking on what is to come
half way through the cold and the dark
soon it will be spring

the faeries fly
throughout the night
srinkling dust to coat our minds
warming our thoughts
cleaning and decluttering
 our surroundings and spirit

 all to soon
in the early morning hours
mr. sun will once more rise
and stay perched up in the big wide open sky
for longer days and light for thee

life will begin to emerge from the barren
the quiet...the stillness
the frozen and the bleek fallow scene we see

slowly life is beginning to flourish
in small un~noticed little ways

your eyes may see
your spirit may feel
the change that is coming
the wheel will be once more turning
and one day
oh so soon
we shall awake
and sing of spring

whether you celebrate imbolc or not
we all take heed
relishing in our own little ways
we can all rejoice in knowing
there soon will be more light to come


bright IMBOLC blessings
to each of you





Tuesday, January 31, 2012

i'm blue~




just when i thought life was good
it got even better...



 
"We'll make up our own guy with our own super powers,
it will be an orginal thing,
but people will be comfortable in that superhero world.
it can't be joke power,
becasue you can't sustain it.
we have a lot of rules you have to follow.
if its a joke power,
it's a joke one time and can't continue to be funny.
these have to be real powers..."
david zucker



i have discovered i have super powers.

but not as unique and special as i orginally thought
it seems there are other women
out there who behold the same powers

my discovery yesterday

i went to the bathroom
no worries i will try to limit the information here
took a shower
got dressed
went in the garage to put in a load a of laundry

"mama...i need you"

me: could you wait a minute please

"mama...really...i need you"

me: what is wrong

"the toilet seat is BLUE"

me: what...the toilet seat is blue

"ya...what did you do"

me: i did not do anything

"yes...yes you did...come look for yourself

i walked in the house
to the bathroom
 to discover my bum and thigh print
ever so nicely outlined and colored 
in a pale blue color on the toilet seat....

{INSERT MUCH LAUGHTER}

oh my goodness
what in the world
i reached for tissue and wiped the rim...nothing
i grabbed our cleaner and rag...nothing
it was not coming out

"mama...looks like you got smurf powers"

i go to computer to google

TOILET.SEAT.TURNING.BLUE

and become quite amused by
 how many people have written questions or concerns
 reguarding such this matter
 

1. I AM NOT PREGNANT...atleast 99.9999999999999999999% sure
2. I AM NOT GOING THROUGH MENOPAUSE....atleast 99.9999999999999% sure
3. I HAVE NOT CHANGED BODY SOAP...dr bronners
4. I HAVE NOT CHANGED LAUNDRY SOAP...homemade laundry soap
5. I HAVE NOT CHANGED CLEANERS...vinager~baking soda concoction
6. I AM NOT TAKING ANY MEDICATIONS
7. I CLEAN OUR TOILET EVERYDAY...NO JOKE...live with 3 boys...and sometimes more
8. LAST TIME I CHECKED...I AM A HUMAN...NOT SMURF...although it would be fun for a day or so


so where does this leave me

could a surge or drop in hormones
really cause one to radiate and seep
 color from their pores

or

do i have some
wickedly cool super magical powers indeed

 
....could anyone else explain such...



Monday, January 30, 2012

where i am~



just a thought...







stumbled upon this today
and found it to fit perfectly
with what i am feeling within

yesterday was 1 year ago that i ended up in the hospital
the last year was one heck of a journey
one in which i would have never thought i'd venture down

but through all that had happened

i think it helped
shed light on

a new way of thinking
a different way of living
opened up doors i would not have reached for
uncovered & revealed
feelings that remained untouched or hidden
allowed me to explore
gave me time to delve deeper into my soul

so today i am thankful for the journey
that brought me to where i am today





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SERENDIPITY~
is the effect by which
one accidentally stumbles upon something fortunate,
especially while looking for something entirely unrelated...


"not all those who wander are lost." j.r.r. tolkien

beauty lies in the eye of the beholder
CURRENT MOON

beneath the water lies the souls of our past

“real generosity toward the future lies in giving all to the present.” albert camus

grow old along with me the best is yet to be

those who stumble along~


ones HEART never the same unique all in its own just as love is forever changing sometimes smooth warm perfect other moments left feeling rough jagged cold...faerwillow
my beliefs include many, constantly seeking knowledge, not needing one particular label that defines me nor trying to justify my thoughts to anyone else but me...this is my life and i am living it my way...bringing happiness to my inner soul.

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