"A friend is
someone who knows the song in your heart
and can sing it back to you
when you have forgotten the words.”
unknown
jan. 13
do you know the overwhelming feelings
that have been swirrling about within me
all created from
each of you
your words
your compassion and kindness
many of you
brought me to tears
with your healing blessings thoughts and prayers
you have bestowed upon my family and me
THANK YOU
deeply for your care and concern
i will slowly be replying back to each of you personally
as best as i can
these last few days
i have been working on
regaining a sense of peace
in my home
and within me
it has been difficult this time round
to get back to my normal routine
i once had
hours that were sacred to me
felt like they were stolen away
just as the pieces from our car were
they violated our space
a feeling that left me full of anger
full of anxious emotions
wondering if
they might return for a third time round
i am trying to remain optimistic
that they are finished
that all will be safe
that i can regain a sense of peace i once had
mornings have been my time for many years
when all is quiet and calm
a time when i was able to fully embrace each minute
and savor the moments i had to myself
knowing that what they did
happened right under my nose
quite bothersome
but i am trying
and i guess thats the best i can do
lift my chin
raise spirit
and move foward
i have not had much energy to get really anything accomplished
including being here
and finishing up all the things that need be done
tomorrow for me
can not come soon enough
and
i have faith
especially with each of you by my side
that they will figure out the root of what is going on
so i am so sorry for my lack there of words lately
i will definitely keep you posted
with what is going on
again
all i can really say is
THANK YOU
15 comments:
Dear Faerwillow,
It sounds like you have been through so much lately. I read your previous post as well.
I am so sorry to here about your health problems and your car.
It is shameful that some people can do such a bad thing. It can make you loose faith in humanity sometimes!
I hope the thieves will get some bad Karma for being so cruel.
My heart goes out to you my dear friend.
Take good care and much love to you.
Jo. xxx
Dearest Faerwillow,
my goodness i am so very sorry that all of this is happening to you. i hope things turn around for you soon. Darn those mean people that did that to your car!!
You are in my thoughts, too with your health.!
xxoo
When it rains it pours doesn't it? I'm so sorry for everything being dropped in your lap all at once. I can sympathize with the anxiety as that is my natural response to being overwhelmed with bad news after bad news. Hopefully everything will come together in quick time so you can close this chapter and begin a new one.
You feel violated. Someone came into your space and did damage. I've been through it, and it takes time to get over. Years ago, I went home from work and found my apartment door busted open. Nothing was taken. Always had a feeling who did it, but couldn't prove it. Seems to have been a scare tactic. It worked, but not well enough. Even though I was scared, I wasn't about to give in. When we give in to the criminals, they win. Feel better my friend.
Mary
Sometimes the ocean of life is so rocky with pounding waves and then it's smooth for a while, but we all know that storms are always on the horizon in the midst of placid days. I've learned what works best for myself is not to "pray/ask" for there to be no more storms in my life, but the strength, courage and clarity to ride the storms out. You've been coping the best you can with all the latest chaos and have shown us all the woman you truly are; one of grace, compassion and strength. Hang in there, my friend. Sending you blessings of love and joy which it's time for!
My dear friend,
I have been thinking of you lately and knowing in my heart that you needed to take some time to regain some peace. I will be thinking of you when you go in for your tests tomorrow and praying that the Dr.'s will finally find out what's going on. Take care of yourself and know that those horrible individuals cannot take away your peace and happiness. If you let them , they win.
I know how hard it is and it will take time, but I know that you will conquer those feelings!!
Sincerely,
Melinda
Darling girl: be gentle, be quiet, be still. You can only do what you can do. You will get back your rhythm when it is right. Rushing to be back to normal, well, that will never be. Normal and all that is was, is not, life changes us everyday, but better is right around the corner. We all expect too much from ourselves when we have been violated. As I told GK in her particular place of pain today...it will come when it comes. Be patient with you.
You are strong, wise and capable and most of all loved. The Olde Bagg, Linda
oh you poor thing.. i just read you previous post. what a horrendous time you've been having. i just want to reach out a big huge hug to you.
you are such a sweet and loving person it breaks my heart to think of what those vandals have done to your little car, it's so upsetting.
thank goodness there are also lovely blessings in each and everyday, which will help you heal and give you back your confidence. i am sure your energy will return to you too in time, the spring (and even the thought of spring) will help.
take it one day at a time, be kind and gentle with yourself, look forward and know that we are sending you love and light xxx
millie
You are in my thoughts and prayers, that all will be set right, and very soon!
sending love and ((hugs)), magnolia
Just focus on yourself right now and try to stay calm and serene, dear Faerwillow! I'll be thinking of you tomorrow when you have your test. Your health is the most important thing!
We ARE all with you...in thought and spirit....in support and solidarity....
Life is not for the weak....that, in itself makes you one of the strong ones :) Sending a great big hug your way, Dear One.
Big hugs and smiles are with you always. I hope that peace of mind and security returns to you and that health shines upon you...take care and know that we're all with you! Theresa
I have just read your last few posts, how upsetting and horrible what you have been going through! A motion light might be a good idea.... simple. Not sure if that would help, just a thought.
I wish you the best with your procedure tomorrow! I will light and candle for you, sending you light. xo
FW - go well, be strong and accept the positive healing energy. B
My friend, I hope you're feeling better as I write this. I know sometimes it's hard to accept and go on, because upsetting things happen to the best of us. I always sensed that you're a loving yet strong sort of person, so I have faith that you will pull through soon.
I have a little gift for you at my blog. Maybe it will cheer you up? Many hugs, oxx
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