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Monday, August 1, 2011

TIME~



TIME


 
is it something you ever attain in the palm of your hand
in the depths of your soul
in the bottom of your heart inching its way full

we can not see TIME

we can embrace TIME
we can think TIME

we can not stop TIME
and all that happens in between
no pause button
for those moments
we wished would go on and on
lasting

TIME comes and goes
without hesitation
without consideration
 towards what we are wanting

we can not change TIME
only learn from minutes
 that have passed before us
absorbing those seconds
we wished would have lingered a little longer

TIME ticks
just like the beat of our heart
time will always continue thoughtlessly
 ticking its way to a new dawn of day

it was brought to my attention 
a few weeks back by a dear sweet friend
 that it would soon be
three months that i have been away

TIME

what can i say...those seconds
 have kept on ticking its way into days
and i am not quite sure where it has gone

so many of you
a constant that have remained
sending forth your love

THANK YOU

silently blessing or sharing your words

TIME has passed
yet you still drop by
my heart remains full because of you

i have no further answers and still having tests ran
i did take a break for about a month in may
when i thought i was starting to feel better
but
as TIME passed
so did that good healthy feeling

i am sorry for being away
and do plan on returning one day

for now

only TIME will tell
 as i do not have that answer

i hope you are all well
and this finds you in only the best of spirits
know that i do think of you all each and every day




















27 comments:

ooglebloops said...

WAs just thinking about you the other day, and how I haven't seen a post from you!!Glad to see you here, however briefly. Sending positive thoughts your way always. Love you river rock cairn- have some on my recent blog posts.

Luthien Thye said...

my sweet friend ... so glad to see your post on my dashboard. i was just thinking about you not 2 days ago ... sending hugs and healing energy to you :)

mxtodis123 said...

I've thought of you often and have attempted to write you several times, but Yahoo has acted up and not sure anything ever went through. It was really great to see a post today from you. Wishing for you and yours health, happiness, and love. Sending prayers and positive energy your way. I've missed you.
Mary

the wild magnolia said...

happy day. thrilled to see a post from you.

everything has it's own time.

I wish health for you. I wish answers for you. I am not in charge, but i remember you often in prayer.

love & ((hugs))

OmaLindasOldeBaggsandStuftShirts said...

I too am thrilled for just a word....and time is an excellent one. Be well, dear one. Oma Linda

Magaly Guerrero said...

You are always in my prayers. I miss your words and the feelings they inspire. I'm thinking about commenting backwards on your blog, that way when come back, I'll be full of you. Time passes, changes and it can't be caught, but you'll keep us all the time... we care. Get better; heal.

Anonymous said...

Just keep taking care of yourself Faerwillow and know that we're all sending you lots of blessings..

Amy said...

So delighted to see a post appear from you, dear friend. You have been in my thoughts - I hope time is healing for you. Take care of yourself. xx

Kristin said...

Me too! I think of you often and am so happy to see you here - we'll be around when you're ready - in the meantime, much love and light to you, xo

Anonymous said...

Oh my goodness, I am so happy to hear from you!!! I have missed your beautiful words and pictures! I have been thinking of you and praying for your health!! Please take care of yourself and know that you have been missed and are constantly thought of!
Sincerely,
Melinda

Susan said...

Praise the Goddess! you have stepped into the light. I look weekly to see if you have a new post. I think of you often, and on nights when I light my red candle for health you are still on my list! I have had some news as far as my health goes also. Some good some not so good ...but not awful either, just something else to add to my list! I have a WONDERFUL new doctor...Rheumatologist! I can actually walk without my cane more often now, and I can stand at the stove or sink for more than 15 minutes before my back screams at me, and I have to take 5 in a sitting up straight position.

You will continue to be in my health candle burning, prayers and thoughts.

Please come back to us Faerwillow, you are missed muchly and muchly cared for!

Many blessings and gentle hugs!
Susan

Barry said...

FW - it is grand to have a post from you just to say you are out there being and doing - but it is not a necessity - that you are doing what you feel is right for you, your littlies and your husband is all that is needed. And yes we out here who care about you will just quietly continue to send energy to you as best we can - the temple bell is still gonged for your when we are at home. May you find your answers and become whole and healthy again. B

p.s. bohemian said...

love.love.love you so much - that is all <3

MsMeliss said...

What a beautiful post. It appears you are thought of and deeply cared for by those who follow your posts, myself included. Be well.

Theresa MacNaughton said...

I am so happy to hear from you!!! But my heart breaks that things are still as they are. I hope that you are getting the rest and care that you need. I continue to send well wishes your way...thank you for checking in with us all in this lovely post. Take care, dear friend...

pat said...

every time I open my reader, I look for a new post! I'm so happy to hear your word today. been sending warm thoughts your way and will continue....
take care sweet one!

Anonymous said...

I can't begin to tell you how much you have been on my mind lately. I was talking to my husband about you on a long drive recently then found 3 heart shaped rocks on a walk on a beautiful beach in Maine. We may not have ever met in "real life" but I know I've known you before.

I'm glad you came on here to let everyone know you are in fact ok. Let the Goddess shine the light on the answers to your health issues. You are an amazing woman and I've missed your beautiful words.

the wild magnolia said...

Hope springs eternal, I cannot help it, I hope you are better and better.

Take care of you, return when it is right for you.

You remain in my thoughts and prayers.

Cameron said...

I've kept hoping and wishing that with the passing days, you've come closer to returning to your former self...

You are missed here beyond words...take as much time as is needed without worry....we'll be here with open arms when you are ready....

All my very best to you and your family....from the depths of my heart...
Cameron

Jane said...

I've thought about you so often and hoping all is well. I miss your lovely words and spirit but I know when the time is right, you'll come back. Sometimes a long hibernation is where we need to be. Sending you lots of love and light, my friend.

xoxo
jane

Rue said...

Thinking of you, dear one. You pop into my mind, and I've wondered about the tests. I'm sorry there hasnt been answers for you. Wishing you so much health, happiness & every good thing. We are here whenever Time brings you back to us.

the wild magnolia said...

You remain in my thoughts and prayers and heart. Health is my wish for you.

Your special self is missed, but we understand the time must be right for you.

AkasaWolfSong said...

Oh Wow FW! I don't know how I haven't seen this before...I've been watching for a post from you and now all of sudden here you are and I'm days late! So good to hear your voice and know you are still moving forward in your health walk. I pray you find some answers soon!
I still pray for you too and like all the others here only want your health issues resolved so that you feel better. May The Unseen Healing Force touch you and bring wholeness back to each part of you Dear One!
You remain close to my heart and in my prayers Sister/Friend!
xoxoxo

Judy said...

Good to see you still hanging in there...will light a candle and think of you...Hoping all comes out as it should...

megg said...

Sending continued love - hope that you are healing and taking care of you in every way.

x

Debra She Who Seeks said...

Wonderful to hear from you again! I was worried that your silence meant that things were not going well. But you're holding in there -- that's good!

Laura said...

I do hope time has been a healer for you friend...so good to read a post. I think of you from time to time and pray that you are well.

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