as my day went on yesterday
i went in my room to read from a little book
ironic was my first thought as i began reading
if only i would have read for the day prior to posting yesterday
maybe my thoughts would have changed a bit
maybe i would have been more aware
of my feeling and accepting that it ok to leave behind
a relationship that is not serving me well
the ties that i hold are partially out of guilt
afraid to let go
leaving behind a relationship
though aware of how it wears on my family
guilty i can be
guilty i feel
but
after hearing all YOUR comforting and encouraging words
and
reading this
i can acknowledge i am not being in the wrong
being overly sensitive
but
thinking and making a healthy choice
though hard it may be
thought these were intersting words above to ponder
7 comments:
Ah, that was a beautiful meditation. Which book is that? I have a number of them that I use for my groups at work. This one looks very good.
Mary
Sage words of advice that are easy to lose sight of when those emotions surface, as they do for all of us who have had to leave such relationships. Thank you for the reminder.
Best you read it today than not at all! It's always good for the morale. Blessings Faerwillow
The Universe is sending you a message!
This is a wonderful page! And quite possibly you weren't meant to find it yesterday. As much as we don't like learning from the uncomfortable things, they are the things that help us to learn. By experiencing the emotions you did experience, it allows you to understand even more fully what you read today.
It is a good lesson to keep being reminded of. It does seem to come up again and again!! Thanks for the reminder!
you know, in the end, i have such faith in you - you will make the 'right' choice - whatever that turns out to be :)
those words are definitely "food for thought" :D
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