wing or sprinter~

WING

definition:

winter, spring...a balance of two seasons

both ready to take flight

SPRINTER

definition:

spring,winter...two seasons

trying to decide who can out run thee other

DO YOU THINK MY WORDS

COULD MAKE IT INTO WEBSTER???

i.am.so.confused

just as i have been collecting seeds

YES

my friends

IT IS SNOWING AS I TYPE

has been all night

i have been wondering what is wrong with me

and my ability to accomplish anything great or small

i realized that it has nothing at all to actually do with me

or my physical or mental weebles

but...it is has everything to do with

 everything and everyone that surrounds me

that has inhibited me from accomplishing much of nothing

nice excuse...right

sounds rational to me at the moment though

MARCH 13

12:50 am...one sister discharged from the E.R.

{all is well}

12:59am...walk out the E.R. door...snow is falling

1:20am...drop sister off at home

1:33am...arrive home

1:35am...crawl into bed

1:36am...husband moaning

to add to one wee little who has been sick

now i have one big one

1:38am...my love is on fire...

1:40am...mama...{mind you...this is my love speaking}

what happened to my medicine

and soup you were going to make...

{see i went to bellydancing last night

got in my car afterwards...called my love

 to ask what he wanted me to bring home...

only to hear the words...

your sister has been trying to get a hold of you...

told him i'd call him back...

sister kind of trumphed my love last night in the priority list}

so there was no soup or meds for him when i returned home

1:41am...{me} go to sleep

1:42am...{my love} ok...when you wake up

to a bag of bones...and i'm dead...

don't blame me...its not my fault

1:43am...{me} well it was nice knowing you...

you were a wonderful husband and father

1:44am...{my love} your horrible

1:45am {me} I KNOW...goodnight

1:46am {my love} mama...i don't feel well

1:47am...{me} its almost 2 o clock in the morning

and its snowing...

do you really want me to

 drive to the store to get you medicine

 and stuff for soup

1:47am...{my love}YES...yes please

1:48am...i get out of bad and grab the thermometer

1:50am...one love has a 101 temp

1:51am...get medicine and give to my love

1:53am...crawl back into bed

1:55am...{my love} so it looks like i am gonna have to swallow my tongue

starve to death...i guess thats ok...

1:56am...{me} i hope it tastes good as it goes down

1:57am...{my love] your mean

1:58am...{me} i know...i love you...good night

1:59am...{my love} are you really not going

 to go to the store

2:00am...{me} you know what...let me sleep till 5:00am

 then i will get up and run to the store

2:01am...{my love} i won't make it

2:02am...{me} your killing me

this went on for i don't know how long

finally i got up and made him some tea and soup

3:35am...crawled into bed

5:06am...{one wee littlest} slides into bed...

so mama...hows she doing...

what you want to do today

5:07am {me} ssshhh...lets stay silent for awhile

5:071/2am...{one wee littlest} mama

5:08am...{me} yes

5:08am...{one wee littlest} i'm not tired can we get up and i'll help you make your coffee

needless to say i am now at about

36 hours of NO SLEEP

minus the few hours

 that i did actually close my eyes

sound likes fun huh...how is your day going???