am i sane~

nov. 24

...am i sane...

i am starting to woner if i am sane

maybe just maybe

 because i am so far past already losing my sanity

insanity has been

 i think

and simply brought me back

full circle

to being sane

once more

can this make any sense at all

mind you all...i am joking

no need to worry

...i haven't gone off my rocker quite yet...

but if i may

let me paint my picture for you

SATURDAY

*remember it started snowing!

*around 3:00 am i heard a loud noise

i ran into the room

as i thought one may have fallen off the bed

*everyone sound asleep...in beds

*i look out the kitchen window...nothing to be seen

*i sit down and share with you all for the day

*get all ready to head up to the mountains

*husband leaves to auto part store

*husband returns home

*husbands comes inside to share such news

yes this is one of our cars

that became a victim of the most silliest of crimes

so innocent he was

just sitting outdoors

doors even unlocked

case someone felt the need to help themselves

yet these smart criminals

did not even stop to think

all they had to do was open the door

and reach in for the stereo

this i was not going to bother to share...

i was able to move past it

shaking my head

SUNDAY

*1:00 am one little rises

with a body that is roasting

on fire

103 temp

burning up was he

*our day was spent watching the snow

snuggled up as a family

quietly in our home

i think this was a silent way of preparing us for what was to come

MONDAY

*one little wakes still with a temp

*the roads lay frosty and glazed with sheets of ice

*one husband makes his way to work

*our truck realizes its on its last leg

*the wind kicks up

*the temp begins to drop

*the mail man comes with letters to give

*my grandfathers documents are all safely at hand

*yet as i start looking at these pieces

my heart begins to sink a bit

each piece has a different birth date

so i am keeping my faith that a birth certificate

 they still will provide

*one little so so sad he can not go out into the snow

*one older one sweetest that can be

goes outdoors to brave the colder weather

and make a friend for thee

*husband returns home to tell the truck kept dying  for he needs to buy an alternater

*7:30pm husband and wee little

fall asleep on the couch

*one older had been begging me all day

to get out in the snow and play with him

*two beautiful angels were made

*a mama and son spent some quality time together

now at this point you may be saying

well this isn't so bad

oh please do keep on reading my friends

for my adventure

is really going to turn

*we come inside and calls i've missed

*i call my sister to hear her say

she has lost power from the winds

 that came our way

adn could you please look up online

the signs and symptoms of a blood clot please

*long story short

doctor tells her its her choice to go in to the er

she could wait and see

 if her blood pressure gets higher

*now its 9:oopm

19 degrees outside

snowing

icy roads

winds 25 miles per hour

*she chooses to wait and see what happens

*one little wakes up crying

fever has hit 103 degrees once more

*care to one little

*and off to bed i finally go

TUESDAY

*5:30 am i start to wake my l♥ve

for i know he will need an early start

to make it into work

*one husband walks outside to start his truck

*one husband comes back into the garage

 to visit with me for a minute

*we together hear

OUR TRUCK START IDLING HIGH

WE HEAR OUR TRUCK POP INTO GEAR

down comes two coffee cups

out we run

to see right before our very eyes

OUR TRUCK IN REVERSE

DRIVING OUT OF OUR DRIVEWAY

BARELY MISSING A CAR DRIVING BY

 HEADING STRAIGHT INTO

OUR NEIGHBORS HOUSE

BY FATE

IT VEARS A LITTLE TO THE RIGHT

THE BACK TIRES HOP UP

ONTO THEIR  ROCKERY

AND TAKES DOWN THEIR FENCE

ONE TRUCK BECOMES STUCK

*one husband is able to get inside

and drive our wild naughty truck back home

*two people

husband and wife

just stare at eachother in disbelief

*they both just start laughing uncontrollably

THIS IS NO JOKE EITHER

OR STORY MADE UP

this is just a mere glimpse

 of

my reality

my life

*one husband gets calmed down,

cleaned up and heads off to work

*one little rises with hopes of a fever finally broke

*one sister calls

and says she needs to go in to the e.r

*so off i go gathering our things

and bundling my littles

*we hop in the car
 and i ask them to please be very quiet
as their mama really has not much experience
driving in the snow

and her tires are those

meant for racing not snow playing

* i pick up my sister

*give my l♥ve a call

to ask him to come get the boys on his way home

*one l♥ve comes by the hospital

*three boys safely return home

*one sister is discharged with flying stars

*one mama makes her way slowly back home

*8:00pm she calls her parents and reports all is well

and she makes the smarta** remark of what else could go on

*she says her goodnights to the men in her house

*she crawls into her nice warm soft bed

*one little comes in who needs a cuddle

*two have quietly dozed off to sleep

*"mama" she hears..."i'm gonna frow up"

before i can even think

i throw back our covers and hold up my little

all over my bed it goes

*two others hear me yell

*cleaned up we all get

and try once more to lay down quietly

and go to bed

* two more times through the night this did occur

*one little is finally sleeping as i type

*one husband has safely arrived at work

*and me i sit here hoping and wishing for nothing more

so as for this coming holiday

really i have no idea where we will be

do i feel bad

NO

just tired

i sit and am thankful

that though a car has been broken into

it is still here

though a truck mindlessly ran off

and destructed a fence

no one was hurt all can be fixed

one trip to the er

just reassured us all is alright

one little sick

well really it could be far worse

to the urgent care we will go

and i am sure

 in a day or so he will be on the mend

i sit and am thankful that we have a vehicles, we have family around us, littles we l♥ve,
for we could be without any of this
and what excitement would that be for one
so today and always
i am blessed and thankful for all that i have

~i wish you all a wonderful holiday ahead~

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