its 2:41 am~

2:41am

I Woke Up This Morning

5 years ago

my water had just broke

i sat straight up in bed

nudged my husband and said

"i think its time"

i stood up

scurrying for towel

changed my jammies

and started gathering our oldest toys

{at the time he was in l♥ve with these little action figures

every night we would gather them up and put them in the truck...

just to be safe and prepared

not so much this time...}

the day prior

 i had my appointment

begging my doctor

is there anything we can do

he laughed and said your still 2 weeks away

but i am oh so ready

well baby is not

go home, maybe walk, have a beer, take a bath...relax

my oldest and i left

we went to the mall

walked for what seemed like forever and a day

finally his poor little legs couldn't take anymore

mama can we go home now

we made our way

relaxed outside

papa came home

i said i was going to take a bath and just go to bed

i am really tired

no toys had been packed

though all bags waiting patiently in the car

if only i knew the surprise my one had

be careful what you wish for

you know what they say

even before conceiving

i knew in my mind

this time

i wanted all the surprises

the experience and excitement

of life happening on its own

{my first i was 2 1/2 weeks over due...induced}

we woke our little one

all in the car

made our trek down to the hospital

{40 min drive...crazy i am}

i will never forget the look on my childs face

me in a wheelchair

he by my side

half smile...half i don't know what the heck is happening look

by this time now

as i sit here and type

i was about a 6 or 7

labor was going quite smoothly

and all in a blink of an eye

9:25am

one wee little baby made his presence known

and soon my doctor was handing me

a beautiful screaming boy

its hard to believe

5 years

has gone by

how much he has grown

~Happy Birthday To My Wee Little One~