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doubt

To be undecided or skeptical about: began to doubt some accepted doctrines. 2. To tend to disbelieve; distrust: doubts politicians when they make sweeping ...

to be uncertain about; consider questionable or unlikely; hesitate to believe. 2. to distrust. 3. Archaic. to fear; be apprehensive about

 

i do not like doubt

i do not like being left with feelings of doubt

strange how it all it takes is one word

one action

or something that has not been done for doubt to arise

i do not want to live doubting

its exhausting

its draining

its simply not a good feeling to carry with you

 

why do we doubt when we should trust

why do we allow feeling of doubt to arise

why do we let it take hold of our lives

and keep us captive

unable to focus

think clear thoughts

move gracefully

productively through the day

 

one word

 

doubt

 

and such trouble it can cause

 

sorry for this but thats were my head is at

 

i am beyond frustrated with feelings of doubt and just trying to sort through such

it has paralyzed my day and that makes me angry

i want and am trying to go onward

thought that if i write this that maybe just maybe i will feel better

 

i don't know...