still here...still waiting~

mar 22

absence makes the heart grow fonder

so they say right!

still here

still waiting

yesterday was the pulmonologist

who is now sending me to

a rhuematologist and cardiologist

i have never met so many "ologists" in my life

i wish i could share more

but...we are still seeking answers

and that is about the best i can give at the moment

i hope with springs arrival

 only warmth hope and sunshine

have been sprinkled throughout your days



one loves birthday~

mar 10

today is my l♥ves {husbands} birthday

today will be a day to celebrate

a new year

a new age

a magical number of threes!

mine was celebrated two weeks ago

a day that was filled with much love surrounding me

and a gift i have waited years and years to recieve

a dream i knew one day...one day...i would be able to persue
a new camera came my way!!!


what i look forward to one day
is many many more minutes and moments of capturing memories through the lense of my camera
i know it will be soon
atleast i have great hope for such

for now...we are still waiting
and running back and forth to appointments
no answers yet
still not feeling well at all
but just like all
i know this phase shall pass

so today
i must begin our day
one banana cream pie to be made
a few errands to be ran
a dinner to be cooked
and a birthday to be had

i know i said i would try and catch up
and i promise in time
when i feel more energy athand
i will be buzzing around
saying my hi's and hello's

so for now

 i simply thank you again for being here with me
for all of your loving support
 and friendship you have sent forth my way

but mainly for telling me
~its ok to be silent in this time~

Dog Days Are Over~

march 2

MARCH

where did it come from

i feel like i have missed so many days

and well quite frankly i guess i have

the sun came out in between wind and rain today

me...i am still here

finding energy from this voice

 this is my anthem

 in some respect

my dog days are over

health wise

...soon right....

tomorrow blood draw

hematologist appointment

finally

and then more blood

 

sounds pretty exciting..no!?!

i will try and visit with all of you

here in the next few days

be well and always brightest blessings