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if i could use one word to describe my life SERENDIPITY seems to fit the space... i stumbled upon my husband during a time i shouldn't have and my story goes on from there... constantly falling or stumbling upon remarkable gifts and people who bring fortune to our lives... when we fall we learn and strive toward the next step.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

52 projects...week 45...Diane's challenge~

http://52paintedhouseprojects.blogspot.com/



nov. 30

if ever there has been a challenge
that stumped me
made me want to throw my hands up
and wave my white rag
surrender myself to the creative gods 

well this was it

i commend
a thousand times over
EVERY
jewelry maker

for i am not one


remember awhile back
i shared with you all that
was hosting a
challenge


and little ol me said to myself
and to each of you
oh i think this sounded like great fun

a challenge that would incorporate
brass bits
creating a piece from such

and i had my grandmothers crystals and pearls
and had thought what better way
than to recreate a piece from these



WOW
this
WAS
a
CHALLENGE

through this process
 i have gained a far greater respect
for each who can create such gorgeous pieces
working with enormous amounts of patience
taking bits and bobs
and
turning them into
magnificent pieces
for people to treasure
and wear

thank you so
for creating such a wonderful challenge


2 artists~

nov. 29

yes
 fancy mail
came our way
from a giveaway
 to a purchase


who paints with grace and beauty
ever so sweet moments she captures upon each page


had
 hosted a giveaway


she asked us to share our dreams...

if nothing could stand in your way
what would you be

i thought this was a clever idea to go about discovering more about ourselves and eachother


so my dream i sent forth

and in honor of her friend
mary beth maziarz
birthday
a giveaway was celebrated


these l♥vely gifts came my way
just in the nick of time
when all was going haywire last week
twas a sweet surprise to lift ones spirit
thank you so
my dear sweet friend
for hosting this wonderful giveaway
if you are at all interested
you can find her also
 here do stop over and pay her a visit
i know you will be pleasantly surprised

then i simply
 could
 NOT
resist
the thought behind such
and the creations that were stemming
from the beautiful mind
of

she writes

After dark, comes light
After silence, voices speak
After grief, enters life
~A.K~

My dedication for the grieving victims of Mentawa
 - Merapi disasters.

her very first drawing she presented to us
BE STILL MY HEART
though i found it was meant for me
i missed the opportunity
 a very dear friend
has it residing within their home
i missed and i missed
and knew when it was meant to be it would be

well little ladies and gentlemen


yes oh yes
the moment was right
my breath was taken
at the sight of one of her
masterpieces


a mere glimpse for you
as to what had arrived
oh just wait till you see


so tender


delicate
 
are the images she creates

i have not stumbled upon another
quite like

sigh

i will treasue this piece always 
not just for her mere beauty 
but  for all she stands for

thank you so



 

Monday, November 29, 2010

Fallen Heroes Procession~

nov. 29

1 year ago
i wrote these words

We went to
 Honor
those who have fallen

Nine days ago

We lost 4 Police Officers

9 children
   spouses and loved ones
 NEVER HAD A CHANCE
TO SAY GOODBYE


i had posted this last year
then removed it

so many people had such terrible views
why these ones who had fallen
were getting so much attention

it bothered me then
and as i sit here this day
their ignorant words bother me still

 

if you were to die
would you not want to be honored
would you not want to be remembered
i think this is something each of us can only hope will be
when our days have come to an end here

reguardless of hero or citizen
were are human
no person deserves to have their life taken
by someone who mind is not so right


yes, people die everday
this will always be

yes,
we have loved one fighting and losing their lives at war
this will always be

people die
and
people forget

that is the sad part

why is it wrong to try to change our world
and the ways it once was

if the tables were turned
and it was their loved one whos life was taken
would they not be filled with overwhelming emotions
seeing a community
people
people whom they have never met
come to pay their respects
show they care

but this day
wasn't so
people complained all over the internet news and world
even my own grandfather spoke his words to me

he couldn't believe i was taking our littles down
 to stand with others
when people die everyday
and nothing like this is ever done
why are they any different



no different they are
but we
 as individuals are
and can be
we can put forth the effort and show that we care
stand side by side

and maybe just maybe
this would come to be more

those who put their lives in danger day after day
and
by chance they encounter a fatal gunshot
or a horrific crime

WE
SHOULD
HONOR
and not
turn our heads
bicker about such


i rarely rant upon this space
but 1 year has passed
and guilty i have always felt
for taking this post down

my
 FATHER
a police officer for a few years
then
served our country for 23 years

shot four different times in the vietnam war
he is here
he is living
an angel was on his side

if these had been my father or loved one

i would have felt only unconditional love


to each that has fallen
this could be

if people
 stopped complaining
and
took a stand to make a change


that morning as i stood there
along the street
holding hands with my littles
tears falling from my eyes

i was proud to be apart of our community

a community who showed they
CARED


life has changed
life always will
and
i can only continue
to hope for such goodness to come

for people to put aside their difference
reguardless of right or wrong
color or religion
and
stand united


just because
 its not the way it has always been

doesn't mean it can be

NOW


...stop for a moment...

put yourself in one of those cars

what would you be feeling

as you rode along

street after street

seeing hundreds of people line the way


people

ONLY TRYING TO HELP EASE YOUR PAIN


~Gone but not Forgotten~


there are no words greater to share with one
so all  i can simply say is
Thank You
 to each who who stands before us
to protect
and
serve our country



Sunday, November 28, 2010

a wee little village~







nov. 28

two weeks ago
 the holiday festivities
 began


the wee little elves began working their magic


 houses were built


the reigndeer even got some red and green hair
a gift from one wee little


i learned long ago


perfection
IS
that of what a little creates


so a village is set
all ready to go

each in our home
has unwillingly captured one wee littles bug
so try as we might
to get into the holiday cheer
i still fear
we are a little ways away
the decor came down
but the uummpphh
to get going is lagging behind

but hey a village was made
and the paper chains have begun
so a start we have started
and i know we will finish here
hopefully one day soon


Friday, November 26, 2010

my etsy 20 percent off~

nov. 26

now till monday



~ a way to say thank you for all you have given~


all calming chains are 20 percent off


i have already adjusted the price
regular 21.00
sale 16.80


there are not loops to jump through
coupons or codes




why you may ask


because i like you!!!


so a gift you could give to a friend or yourself
a mindful piece
to be with them each day

but hurry i say
cause what is there is what i have
no more waiting to be

thank you
for all your
wonderful loving and encouraging
words
these last few days
and always


~happy friday...for once i really am saying...TGIF~


Thursday, November 25, 2010

blessing this day~





“Not what we say about our blessings,
 but how we use them,
 is the true measure of our thanksgiving.”
W. T. Purkiser




Wednesday, November 24, 2010

am i sane~

nov. 24

...am i sane...

i am starting to woner if i am sane
maybe just maybe
 because i am so far past already losing my sanity
insanity has been
 i think
and simply brought me back
full circle
to being sane
once more

can this make any sense at all

mind you all...i am joking
no need to worry
...i haven't gone off my rocker quite yet...

but if i may
let me paint my picture for you

SATURDAY

*remember it started snowing!
*around 3:00 am i heard a loud noise
i ran into the room
as i thought one may have fallen off the bed
*everyone sound asleep...in beds
*i look out the kitchen window...nothing to be seen
*i sit down and share with you all for the day
*get all ready to head up to the mountains
*husband leaves to auto part store
*husband returns home
*husbands comes inside to share such news


yes this is one of our cars
that became a victim of the most silliest of crimes
so innocent he was
just sitting outdoors
doors even unlocked
case someone felt the need to help themselves

yet these smart criminals
did not even stop to think
all they had to do was open the door
and reach in for the stereo

this i was not going to bother to share...
i was able to move past it
shaking my head


SUNDAY

*1:00 am one little rises
with a body that is roasting
on fire
103 temp
burning up was he


*our day was spent watching the snow
snuggled up as a family
quietly in our home


i think this was a silent way of preparing us for what was to come


MONDAY

*one little wakes still with a temp
*the roads lay frosty and glazed with sheets of ice
*one husband makes his way to work
*our truck realizes its on its last leg
*the wind kicks up
*the temp begins to drop
*the mail man comes with letters to give
*my grandfathers documents are all safely at hand
*yet as i start looking at these pieces
my heart begins to sink a bit
each piece has a different birth date
so i am keeping my faith that a birth certificate
 they still will provide
*one little so so sad he can not go out into the snow


*one older one sweetest that can be
goes outdoors to brave the colder weather
and make a friend for thee
*husband returns home to tell the truck kept dying  for he needs to buy an alternater
*7:30pm husband and wee little
fall asleep on the couch


*one older had been begging me all day
to get out in the snow and play with him


*two beautiful angels were made
*a mama and son spent some quality time together

now at this point you may be saying
well this isn't so bad
oh please do keep on reading my friends
for my adventure
is really going to turn

*we come inside and calls i've missed
*i call my sister to hear her say
she has lost power from the winds
 that came our way
adn could you please look up online
the signs and symptoms of a blood clot please
*long story short
doctor tells her its her choice to go in to the er
she could wait and see
 if her blood pressure gets higher
*now its 9:oopm
19 degrees outside
snowing
icy roads
winds 25 miles per hour
*she chooses to wait and see what happens
*one little wakes up crying
fever has hit 103 degrees once more
*care to one little
*and off to bed i finally go


TUESDAY

*5:30 am i start to wake my l♥ve
for i know he will need an early start
to make it into work
*one husband walks outside to start his truck
*one husband comes back into the garage
 to visit with me for a minute


*we together hear
OUR TRUCK START IDLING HIGH
WE HEAR OUR TRUCK POP INTO GEAR
down comes two coffee cups
out we run
to see right before our very eyes
OUR TRUCK IN REVERSE
DRIVING OUT OF OUR DRIVEWAY
BARELY MISSING A CAR DRIVING BY
 HEADING STRAIGHT INTO
OUR NEIGHBORS HOUSE
BY FATE
IT VEARS A LITTLE TO THE RIGHT
THE BACK TIRES HOP UP
ONTO THEIR  ROCKERY
AND TAKES DOWN THEIR FENCE
ONE TRUCK BECOMES STUCK
*one husband is able to get inside
and drive our wild naughty truck back home
*two people
husband and wife
just stare at eachother in disbelief
*they both just start laughing uncontrollably
THIS IS NO JOKE EITHER
OR STORY MADE UP
this is just a mere glimpse
 of
my reality
my life
*one husband gets calmed down,
cleaned up and heads off to work
*one little rises with hopes of a fever finally broke
*one sister calls
and says she needs to go in to the e.r
*so off i go gathering our things
and bundling my littles
*we hop in the car
 and i ask them to please be very quiet
as their mama really has not much experience
driving in the snow
and her tires are those
meant for racing not snow playing
* i pick up my sister
*give my l♥ve a call
to ask him to come get the boys on his way home
*one l♥ve comes by the hospital
*three boys safely return home
*one sister is discharged with flying stars
*one mama makes her way slowly back home
*8:00pm she calls her parents and reports all is well
and she makes the smarta** remark of what else could go on
*she says her goodnights to the men in her house
*she crawls into her nice warm soft bed
*one little comes in who needs a cuddle
*two have quietly dozed off to sleep
*"mama" she hears..."i'm gonna frow up"
before i can even think
i throw back our covers and hold up my little
all over my bed it goes
*two others hear me yell
*cleaned up we all get
and try once more to lay down quietly
and go to bed
* two more times through the night this did occur
*one little is finally sleeping as i type
*one husband has safely arrived at work
*and me i sit here hoping and wishing for nothing more

so as for this coming holiday
really i have no idea where we will be

do i feel bad
NO
just tired
i sit and am thankful
that though a car has been broken into
it is still here
though a truck mindlessly ran off
and destructed a fence
no one was hurt all can be fixed
one trip to the er
just reassured us all is alright
one little sick
well really it could be far worse
to the urgent care we will go
and i am sure
 in a day or so he will be on the mend

i sit and am thankful that we have a vehicles, we have family around us, littles we l♥ve,
for we could be without any of this
and what excitement would that be for one
so today and always
i am blessed and thankful for all that i have
~i wish you all a wonderful holiday ahead~

and to all who have joined my swap
please be a bit patient
 as i gather everyones info and match up partners...
there will be a little delay
but don't let that stop you from creating or gathering...
hopefully an email i will send by the end of this day


Tuesday, November 23, 2010

52 projects...week 44~



 

~mystical mask making~

i had this crazy idea of having a mask exchange
which as you now know
has come and gone

the days leading up to it
i started thinking
"have i lost my mind"
"this is crazy"
i really had no idea of how to do such

then it came to me
in the wee early hours one  morning


i had an old karma card book
 i had been using for random projects
so out came the pages
of a scorpio
{mothermoons astrological sign}
and into some coffee
i layered and layered
and then let it dry


i often think of mothermoon
and the scenes she shared from last winter
it reminds me always of narnia

ice queen in mind

out came the glitter


thee eyes
what to do with ones eyes

a little nature came into play
silver ferns for a delicate flair


little tiny beads wanted to stay


placed around the edges


and over the eyes they carefeully lay

error on my behalf
i got so excited about this here piece
i forgot to take a full shot picture
of her all complete
but fear not
if at all interested
posted about it

now an
ice queen
couldn't go out into the land
 without one of these in her hand


i had my doubts along the way
especially when no others but two were wanting to play
but i have to say
i without a doubt l♥ved
making this mask for mothermoon
so much so
that i indeed will create more


oh a just a friendly reminder
TODAY
is the
 last day
to sign up for the 
there are four different swaps to be had
3 gifts to give...yule~holiday card...
ornament exchange...book exchange
pick one...two..three..or all four
what ever you wish



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SERENDIPITY~
is the effect by which
one accidentally stumbles upon something fortunate,
especially while looking for something entirely unrelated...


"not all those who wander are lost." j.r.r. tolkien

beauty lies in the eye of the beholder
CURRENT MOON

beneath the water lies the souls of our past

“real generosity toward the future lies in giving all to the present.” albert camus

grow old along with me the best is yet to be

those who stumble along~


ones HEART never the same unique all in its own just as love is forever changing sometimes smooth warm perfect other moments left feeling rough jagged cold...faerwillow
my beliefs include many, constantly seeking knowledge, not needing one particular label that defines me nor trying to justify my thoughts to anyone else but me...this is my life and i am living it my way...bringing happiness to my inner soul.

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