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if i could use one word to describe my life SERENDIPITY seems to fit the space... i stumbled upon my husband during a time i shouldn't have and my story goes on from there... constantly falling or stumbling upon remarkable gifts and people who bring fortune to our lives... when we fall we learn and strive toward the next step.

Monday, May 31, 2010

52 projects...week 19~






~Volunteering~

What is ALS

Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS),
often referred to as "Lou Gehrig's Disease,"
 is a progressive neurodegenerative disease
that affects nerve cells
 in the brain and the spinal cord.

every 90 minutes
 another person will be diagnosed with the disease.

 Motor neurons reach from the brain to the spinal cord and from the spinal cord to the muscles throughout the body. The progressive degeneration of the motor neurons in ALS eventually leads to their death. When the motor neurons die, the ability of the brain to initiate and control muscle movement is lost. With voluntary muscle action progressively affected, patients in the later stages of the disease may become totally paralyzed.

8 years ago my grandma was diagnosed with ALS.
it took almost 1 1/2 years for doctors to figure out
what was happening to her.

this fierce disease affects more and more
and all different from the start

usually it starts in the feet
and works it way up through the body
attacking violently
with no known cause to WHY it chose its person.

for my grandma
it started in her throat.
choking
having a difficult time eating
thoughts become hard to get out
her voice become strangled
her hands becoming difficult to use
her walking slowed
and soon

there was NO VOICE
there was no EATING
there was NO WALKING

she was told 6 months
after being diagnosed

She fought hard
never willing to give up
an inspiration to my whole family

She lost her battle almost 2 years later...
ALS had won

imagine
you right now

your mind well
your thoughts clear
yet you can not express what you want

imagine

your body slowly paralizing

and

 THERE IS NOTHING THAT CAN STOP IT
there are no treatments
no medications
they are slowly learning the whys
finding new tools to help

but THEY ARE STILL SO FAR AWAY



ALS...is just that


for the last couple years
i have been a team captain
organize
and gather family friends
to join my side
as i walk in memory
remembering
a beautiful soul
who is no longer with us

i walk to be a small part
maybe helping to make a difference with research
by my efforts made in just a few days

well...the other day
i recieved an email for volunteers
YUP
i have signed up to help
officially i have not begun anything
i am on the list and waiting for my packet
but
it is another start in the right direction
hopefully being apart of making
a change
for another
one who will be diagnosed
yet
will be told of their options
to help slow or stop
ALS from further attacking their body

 
i do believe one day
all these stories
of lives lost
to this dispicable disease
will be a faint memory
for there one day will be a CURE
 
~small steps right~

Sunday, May 30, 2010

words to ponder~



Permanence, perseverance and persistence
in spite of all obstacles,
discouragement, and impossibilities:


It is this,
 that in all things
 distinguishes 
the strong soul from the weak
Thomas Carlyle



Saturday, May 29, 2010

Six Word Saturday...Adele...right as rain~

By now
 we would've traveled near and far
but our weather is just not cooperating with us

i am Thankful for the rain
at times
don't get me wrong
all is lush and green
reaping the benefits of such
but when it is nonstop during a time
when we should be
out feeling the heat...the warmth
days we should be gardening away
days we should be tucked away in the mountains
watching the sun rise and fall
playing in the creeks and river

well...i think you get my drift

~may is coming to an end~

and
~There are no signs of spring~
or summer days as of now

we have been

blessed
with an
abundance
of
RAIN

lately

She is who
 i have been listening to on these rainy gray days




Who do you like listening to

When your days are filled with rain?



Friday, May 28, 2010

say...where are we to eat?~


hhhmmm
the couch i suppose

not the perfect way of life around here

i have had yet
another explosion happen
at my dining room table



me i don't mind
nor do i think any other does

they've quite enjoyed these days
spent in the living room

i think its the
FAERIES
i shall blame

see hear my dears
 since i've started
well i can't seem to stop


Motherly


showing a mothers kindness


once i started
i began thinking of others
and it was then
i was
truly inspired


BE YOURSELF


in this process
i am discovering
i can let go of inhibitions


in a sky full of stars
its amazing to find
that each is
one of a kind


i can be inspired by the mere
thoughts of a person
inspired by their
gifts within 


essence
of
joy


with
ALL OF YOUR
ENCOURAGEMENT
and
WORDS of WISDOM

i have come to be

there is NO right
there is NO wrong

i am who i am
and
my art is a reflection
of
what lies within me


CHANCE

i like this word

chance

if we never took a chance
so many unknown opportunities
would still be waiting to be
faerwillow


“Don't think.
Thinking is the enemy of creativity.
 It's self-conscious,
 and anything self-conscious is lousy.
 You can't try to do things.
You simply must do things.”
Ray Bradbury


Thursday, May 27, 2010

mind blowing~

Once in a Lifetime
you find a friend
who touches your soul

Once in a lifetime
you find a friend
who touches not only your heart
but also your soul.

Once in a lifetime
you discover someone
who stands beside you,
not over you.

Once in your lifetime
if you are lucky
you find someone
as I have found you.

Very special people
we can be ourselves,
talk with, laugh with,
hope with and believe with.
unknown



~Mind Blowing~



mind blowing
 in such different unique beautiful ways
one with words of wisdom
and
another whos creativity
shines so bright

they
both
fill your soul
with wonderous gifts
and offer up their friendship
and kindness is a very special way

i am honored indeed
to receive such a
 powerful award
mind blowing

so now i pass this along to thee

Dave~ i stumbled across him
and all i can say is he has one heck of an eye
looking through a lense...exquisite photographer

Jane~ she is who encourages and creates
inspires me to keep trying


Sheree~ mystical and magical
in all that she is...
a soul filled with great beauty

Jasmine~ none quite like her
i am always fascinated by her art
unbelievable

Katie~ what can i say
i fell in l♥ve with her paintings
right from the start
she paints moments
 you wish would never end

 Mind Blowing

~this is what i wish for your day~

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Wordless Wednesday~



“music expresses
 that which
cannot be put into
 words
 and
cannot remain
silent
Victor Hugo







Tuesday, May 25, 2010

my faery guardian paper doll~

i did it

i really did

i cut out the template from

then stared blankly
looking at it
and was ready to give up
before i had even begun

this is my problem with creating
i become a perfectionist
i have a hard time starting
as i do not want to make a mistake

so i came here...
browsed online for some ideas
and then it came to me

i
had
skeleton leaves
from our wedding i had saved

 i was off

that hestitation went out flying
and inspiration filled me

so without further ado...

~my faery guardian paperdoll~


i think
she is kind of sweet
ok
i think
 she is SWEET


~one can always DREAM throughout the day~


"Guardian" Paper Doll Swap...collagediva~



this is what
i will be working on today

"Guardian"
Paper Doll Swap

i know this is a wee bit late
but i only came across it yesterday
i think you still have time
if you can create real quick and
get it mailed

she has two different places
you can read about this



Receive
your own guardian
 in the mail
 and have your paper doll featured in the True North Arts Paper Doll eBook!
Create a paper healing art doll and receive one in exchange.
Be sure to carefully read through the submission guidelines to get all of the details.

WHO: Everyone is invited to participate in this swap.

WHAT: Each participant is asked to make one paper doll and in exchange receive one paper doll. The theme is "guardian dolls." A guardian offers protection and guidance. You may interpret the theme of the guardian doll as you wish. Guardians take on many forms from guardian angels to fairy godmothers. The Enchanted Gallery has free templates for paper dolls.

By participating in the swap you give Kathryn Antyr and True North Arts permission to include a scan of your paper doll in the True North Arts Paper Doll eBook and Web site, www.TrueNorthArts.com. Each participant will get a copy of the eBook. The True North Arts Paper Doll eBook will be made available on www.TrueNorthArts.com.

HOW: E-mail Kathryn Antyr at kathrynantyr@mac.com to get the mailing address and to confirm your spot in the swap.

WHEN: Paper dolls must be received by May 31, 2010. Sorry no late entries will be considered.

 
~will you
 be blessed
 with your own
unique guardian angel~
 
i have one in my car...
 
NEVER DRIVE FASTER
 THAN YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL
 CAN FLY
 
my l♥ves angel must fly real fast...
 
 

Monday, May 24, 2010

52 projects...week 18~




remember the leaf masks
well they are finally fired and glazed
my littles had their last recital yesterday
and we were able to pick them  up

 if i may say
i think they turned out quite nice



royal blue


gray



green


brown

now
for my project this past week

i have been trying
to take a few minutes
each day
now that life is slowing down
to doodle again


~in silence i will be~


~sometimes we need to
 dip our toes
in the waters unknown~


~what you have been up to?~


Sunday, May 23, 2010

do you ever get a song stuck in your head~


well for days
 this is what keep playing
 over and over
in my head

i have been singing and singing

and finally my little one said

"mama...do you know any other song you could sing?"

must l♥ve little ones



more about "John Mayer - Stop This Train", posted with vodpod


here are the lyrics


No I'm not color blind

I know the world is black and white

Try to keep an open mind but...

I just can't sleep on this tonight

Stop this train I want to get off and go home again

I can't take the speed it's moving in

I know I can't

But honestly won't someone stop this train

Don't know how else to say it, don't want to see my parents go

One generation's length away

From fighting life out on my own

Stop this train

I want to get off and go home again

I can't take the speed it's moving in

I know I can't but honestly won't someone stop this train

So scared of getting older

I'm only good at being young

So I play the numbers game to find away to say that life has just begun

Had a talk with my old man

Said help me understand

He said turn 68, you'll renegotiate

Don't stop this train

Don't for a minute change the place you're in

Don't think I couldn't ever understand

I tried my hand

John, honestly we'll never stop this train

See once in a while when it's good

It'll feel like it should

And they're all still around

And you're still safe and sound

And you don't miss a thing

'til you cry when you're driving away in the dark.

Singing stop this train I want to get off and go home again

I can't take this speed it's moving in

I know I can't

Cause now I see I'll never stop this train

(think I got 'em now)

 
maybe you will sing today too
 
 
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SERENDIPITY~
is the effect by which
one accidentally stumbles upon something fortunate,
especially while looking for something entirely unrelated...


"not all those who wander are lost." j.r.r. tolkien

beauty lies in the eye of the beholder
CURRENT MOON

beneath the water lies the souls of our past

“real generosity toward the future lies in giving all to the present.” albert camus

grow old along with me the best is yet to be

those who stumble along~


ones HEART never the same unique all in its own just as love is forever changing sometimes smooth warm perfect other moments left feeling rough jagged cold...faerwillow
my beliefs include many, constantly seeking knowledge, not needing one particular label that defines me nor trying to justify my thoughts to anyone else but me...this is my life and i am living it my way...bringing happiness to my inner soul.

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